Thursday, September 06, 2007


I woke up this morning with a terrible headache. I had nightmares all night long. Normally I dream good dreams, but last night was bad. It was the type of dream where you wake up and you are so thankful it was a dream. It was also the type of dream that when you go back to sleep you dream it again with more details. The dreams was about death. I dreamed my mom and a friend died. It was a terrible dream. They went to a store and the store got robbed and the men shot my mom.
This dream went on and on. Every time I would wake up I was so thankful that it was a dream, and not real. The nightmare started again. This time we was preparing the funeral and it turned out that it was for Courtney who had been killed in a car wreck. I was crying and saying " I should of played Barbies with her more." The wreck had messed Courtney up so bad that we could not open the casket. I woke up so scared. I honestly can see where people have a heart attack in their sleep. I got up and had to go make sure Courtney was O.K. I got in her bed and wrapped my arms around her for a little bit. I was so thankful that my girl was alive.
I then got up and called my mom. OH how I loved hearing her beautiful voice.
Kevin said I had to much on my mind last night. I did. I was worried about my nephew. I was trying to clean some. In the middle of cleaning I realize that our septic tank is stopped up. Everything was backing up into the tub and shower. I had to to go outside at 11:30 and remove a pipe so that all the water would drain outside. I hate it when Kevin works nights.
Anyway with me having my party tonight it is not a good time for having septic tank problems. I also wander if a little girl did not put something down the toilet that she should not have. I ask her and she tried telling me something, but I have no clue what.
I am so thankful that those nightmares are gone and that they was not real.


Melanie said...

oh! I hate those kinda nightmares! When that happens to me i wake up crying!
Uh-oh, a party? Why are you having a party?
I think i missed something!!
Hope the nightmares stop!!

Kelly said...

I hear ya on the dreams. I've had the same ones about my Mom, or even one of my kids. And I do the same thing---go hug them in their sleep!

Nightmares are miserable.