I feel sick

I have tried not to think about tomorrow, but as each hour passes I know it gets closer. I just read over the paper work again, and I got so light headed. I felt like I was going to pass out. I don't know why I feel so scared. I guess the thoughts of a needle freaks me out. I hope I can sleep tonight. When I have things on my mind I can't rest well. I over did it today. I felt like the days before I had Courtney. I tried cleaning because I did not know how much I will be able to do after tomorrow. My back locked on me and I hurt for awhile. I have tried to slow down tonight, but I feel like there is so much I need to do. Kevin worked days today. He just got home. I think I like him working days. Well I guess that is all for now. I am fighting a really bad headache. I think it is worry. I know God will be with me. Pray for us all if you think about it.